Earthdog (earthdog) wrote,
Earthdog
earthdog

Scope and Scale

Some days are merry-go-rounds and other days are roller coasters. Today is a roller coaster.

I was pissed off this morning because I was stood up by someone. I was boiling over with anger. I am not a violent man, but I was filled with rage. I wanted to break things and yell at people.

I talked to Dreamgirl on the phone. Just hearing her voice made me feel better. She wanted me to feel better. Her wanting that did something for me. I worked a lot of that anger out just by talking to her. I felt lucky that I had her to talk to. It is one of those special little things I did not expect.

Later I got an e-mail from a friend about his father. His father is in the hospital and it does not look like he will recover. This made what I went through today feel very small. It made me good that I know everything will work out in the end. Today did not go great, but it will be okay in the end. I know things will be much harder for my friend.

All of this and it is not 1 PM yet. What else does the world have for me today?
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