Earthdog (earthdog) wrote,
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My Dreamgirl Does Exists

I will be using the pseudonym Dreamgirl for my new girlfriend in my LiveJournal and blog. Dreamgirl likes the pseudonym because it is a reference to a rare Jeff Mangum song. She is the kind of music geek that enjoys the reference.

I like the idea of keeping Dreamgirl's name private. I do not need some future employer googling her names and reading my posts. If my friends what to know who she is, they can get in contact with me. I think there is something romantic about a pseudonym.

My friends have been asking me how it has been going with Dreamgirl. I can say that it has been great. I have never meet a woman like Dreamgirl before. I feel that I can be myself without hiding anything. No woman has ever made me feel this way before.

There are two things I can say about the relationship that are amazing. The first is that even when things do not turn out as planned, things still turn out well. Our mistakes lead us to good places. Our ability to trust each other makes it so we can always recover. When I have made mistakes it has lead to us getting to know each other better. This has never happened to me before.

Even the mundane moments are great. I really enjoy just being around her. We were doing dishes yesterday and I had a great time. It was not getting in the way of us having a good time, it was just another way for us to have a good time. We cooked in my apartment and it was wonderful.

Next week I am going to meet Dreamgirl's parents. I know it is only a month after our first date. It has been a month, but time has not felt like it was moving at a regular speed. I am looking forward to meeting her parents.

All I can say is that I have never felt this way about a woman before. I feel that I am using parts of my heart that have been frozen for year. I just cannot put my feeling into words.
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